Chris I cannot express to you how I feel about the loss of your father......You are such a loving woman and your heart is broken and to tell you it will get better with time is an old cliche.It does get better I guess, the memories get stronger and seem to be at times so vivid that you can almost forget your sorrows....But right now you have to grieve any way you can. Yell , scream, cry, rant and rave and this horrible injustice to you and your family.The loss of your Father, who was such a huge part of your life is going to take a long time to get over.......I will always be here for you my dear friend.....always and forever...I love ya Chris